is 4 in the morning now, but still awake with my housemates...playing cards...quite fun but also quite tired because today had been out for since 9.30am, went for sunday service, teach the little children for 2 hours, they were bit out of control because my partner - cherny didnt turn up, i alone take care of about 8 - 10 children, but luckily MJ came and help up...
after that at 2pm, attended the Millenium Leaders Mandate (MLM), this is a program to develop leadership, most of us attended except for stephanie, cherny, darrian and brenda. It was ok, because most of us were very tired and the wheather is too hot causes most of us very uncomfortable and sleepy, but i still managed to complete the lesson because caleb, debbie and victory were sitting behind and beside me, although i damn sleepy, i still need to keep awake, because i were given the task to copy notes during the lesson and need to hand up to caleb.
the whole lesson ends at 5.30pm, then i had a dinner appointment with Uncle Yew's family and Uncle Heng Boon and Aunty Kit Kuan at King's Crab...WOOO...thats the most happpy thing for the whole day, although didnt eat much there due to the hot wheather, but we had a nice chat, updating each others and the most important one...hahah...i receive my first ANGPAU...lol...from Uncle Yew...*excited*...
actually i didnt expect anything, but i realise something, although me and him are friends now, but the family still treat me as nice as last time, especially Uncle Yew, on and off he will invite me for dinner and ask me how's everything and do i need any help..really thank GOD for that..may GOD be with them everyday, declare victory upon them...amen...
My holiday ends today, class starting tomorrow..*sob*..but later will still be going out...catch a movie and going for shopping with chee weng and kafaii...haha....hope everything goes well...
havent been facing any difficult time this week because been out almost everyday, either with the DU gang or with my housemates...but the DU gang gonna leave, so tomolo might be the last day to catch up with them until end of the year or even longer, because i might be leaving to US next year, but things are still not confirm yet...if is confirm, i will inform you guys...Actually my heart is desire to go, but there are many factors to consider, so please do pray for me, i want the answer from GOD..should i go or not? if yes, prepare me...
sorry....
two months of holiday passes so fast, my classes starting next week d...havent really get a day off to rest, coz been working and busy with church services....but this week should be the most happenning among the rest, coz i not working d, and been going out with frens almost every night...*happy*....
in this two months, things been happening around me...christmas celebration, new year, the power team, working..all these have filled my time, but not my heart...am i doing the right things?
talked to my friends, they said i have changed and they said i am running away from the problem...i am just finding an excuse for myself to hide from the problem...filling my time with works...being active n church...all her words hit into my heart...she is not a christian, but also not an anti-christian...but her words had just affected me....it makes me think that all the things i did was wrong and i shouldnt do that....am i???can someone tell me all i did is right or wrong???
besides that, there is this guy working with me had come to me and proposed to me...but i rejected him...did i do it in a right way?i felt so bad after telling him tat we cant to be together because i had an agreement with HIM that will not involve any relationship in this two years...and i really did make this agreement...but is he ok now??hope he is...really sorry...you deserve a better girl...
i really scare to commit in anymore, is not the time...i dont dare to go out too often with you, i refuse to go out...didnt reply your msg when you start to come over to close....really sorry about that. all i need now is TIME...i believe God will bring him to me when the time come, but i am sure this is not the time yet...SORRY!!!!
in this two months, things been happening around me...christmas celebration, new year, the power team, working..all these have filled my time, but not my heart...am i doing the right things?
talked to my friends, they said i have changed and they said i am running away from the problem...i am just finding an excuse for myself to hide from the problem...filling my time with works...being active n church...all her words hit into my heart...she is not a christian, but also not an anti-christian...but her words had just affected me....it makes me think that all the things i did was wrong and i shouldnt do that....am i???can someone tell me all i did is right or wrong???
besides that, there is this guy working with me had come to me and proposed to me...but i rejected him...did i do it in a right way?i felt so bad after telling him tat we cant to be together because i had an agreement with HIM that will not involve any relationship in this two years...and i really did make this agreement...but is he ok now??hope he is...really sorry...you deserve a better girl...
i really scare to commit in anymore, is not the time...i dont dare to go out too often with you, i refuse to go out...didnt reply your msg when you start to come over to close....really sorry about that. all i need now is TIME...i believe God will bring him to me when the time come, but i am sure this is not the time yet...SORRY!!!!
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