came down..settle down..let it go..is quite easy to tell everyone that i have let it go..but after all..sitting down alone here...reflex....realising....actually havent...
for the past 16 days...not very long...i have put myself into a very very busy situations... working..study...do assignments...go out with frens...except sleeping...i had fulling filled up all the time with things....but...i still can feel it...it still hurts...it still wanna fight for the right...but i have let the chance slip off my hand..i never try to use it...but i just let it go...but i not regret...coz i still believe that this is the best for both of us...maybe this is the results which i myself need to handle...no one ecxept Him can help me through all these...
many people ask why?i dont know how to answer...or i dont dare to answer?i am very depress..whenever people ask..i just find other way to avoid them...i dont dare to bring it out again...i just have to keep it with myself....eventhough is true that will be better if i talk to someone about it...but no one know actually what happen..even there is...i just wont wanna talk about it...it really hurts..
Father, my Lord, in Jesus name, Please help me go through all these...
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